February baby

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

I got this off my Friendster bulletin board. And speaking of Friendster, I have one word to describe it. Phenomenon. I don't necessarily know whether it's a good thing or bad thing, but it's definitely caught on like wildfire, especially when it first started. Anyway, I found this to be rather true of myself, but anyhow I shall put my skills to good use and analyse some of these traits.

Abstract thoughts
Is this the same as a wandering mind? Rambling ideas? Because if it is, then this is certainly true of me. I find it particularly annoying when I'm trying to concentrate when studying or even when reading the Bible, my mind drifts off and suddenly I'm thinking about everything else other than what I should be thinking about. Sigh..I suppose I have to train my brain not to get distracted.

Loves reality and abstract
This seems to me a contradiction in terms. As for loving reality, does this include reality TV shows? If it is, that's me, the reality show junkie. Blame it all on Survivor.

Intelligent and clever
Should I be a narcissist here? :) Well, I thank God that I do have some brains.

Changing personality
Hmm...I don't think this is so true of me on the outside. I don't really think that I display a Dr Jekyll-and-Mr Hyde disposition. However, I suppose what happens on the inside of me only God can fathom.

Attractive
Err..well...heheh...you decide la.

Temperamental
I am a phlegmatic-melancholy. What that means I have no idea. Or rather, I don't know how to explain it. Anyway, I think y'all should know. And if "temperamental" means to show temper, or to experience extreme mood swings, that's not me at all.

Quiet, shy and humble
I am quiet. I am shy. Well, most of the time, anyway.. :) As for being humble, I really do try. But sometimes pride rears its ugly head in my face.

Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
I suppose this explains my bouts of deliquency as a teenager... :) I think I was rather repressed as a child. Nevertheless, I do appreciate my parents setting clear boundaries for me when I was young. If they had not, just imagine what I would be like now. Being independent for the first time in my life has taught me a lot, and if anything, to treasure my freedom.

Gets angry really easily but doesn't show it
Well, I seldom get angry, but if I do, I don't show it. So I suppose this is half correct. I think many of my friends can testify to this.

Loves entertainment and leisure
Me to a T :) Movies, shopping, dining, watching TV, lazing around, reading a good book, listening to great music - love 'em all!

Spendthrift
Well...did I mention that I love shopping? :) More specifically, I love hunting for good bargains. I managed to get this great pair of jeans in Australia for 7 Aussie dollars. So even after conversion, it only cost about 21 ringgit. That's what I call a good buy.

Tries to learn to show emotions
I think this may be one of my biggest struggles. I am not good at expressing outwardly how I feel on the inside, hence my inability to display anger or other strong emotions. I suppose I'm slowly learning that my feelings have to be sometimes channelled out so that they don't eat me up inside. It's a difficult journey, but one that I have to walk, with the help of God, good friends and family.

So what do y'all think? Have I "analysed" myself accurately? Any feedback is most welcome. :)